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- June 21, 1993: Reviews:Books
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- <history>
- TIME--The Weekly Newsmagazine--1993
- Jun. 21, 1993 Sex for Sale
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- <article>
- <source>Time Magazine</source>
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- REVIEWS, Page 70
- BOOKS
- Match Points
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- <body>
- <p>By R.Z. SHEPPARD
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- <l>TITLE: Days Of Grace: A Memoir</l>
- <l>AUTHORS: Arthur Ashe and Arnold Rampersad</l>
- <l>PUBLISHER: Knopf; 317 Pages; $24</l>
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- <p> THE BOTTOM LINE: The late tennis star is unnecessarily defensive
- in this posthumously published memoir about court manners, reputation
- and facing overwhelming odds.
- </p>
- <p> Arthur Ashe left the tantrum tennis to Ilie Nastase, Jimmy Connors
- and John McEnroe and let his silvery racket heap the abuse.
- The United States Tennis Association ranked him among its top
- 10 players seven times during the 1970s. He was No. 1 in 1975
- when he beat Connors at Wimbledon, and fifth in 1979 when he
- had his first heart attack and underwent quadruple-bypass surgery.
- </p>
- <p> Overnight, Ashe, the professional athlete, became, as he put
- it, "a professional patient." Physicians replaced coaches. He
- learned to handle 30 pills a day and gently swing a golf club.
- Even though the former tennis star was a top-10 patient, his
- coronary artery disease worsened. Feeling especially low after
- a second bypass operation in 1983, he asked his doctor about
- clinical options. " `You can wait it out, Arthur, and you'll
- feel better after a while,' he said. `Or we can give you a couple
- of units of blood. That would be no problem at all.' "
- </p>
- <p> The exchange is stoically recalled in Days of Grace, published
- four months after Ashe died of AIDS contracted from that tainted
- pick-me-up. If there were lamentations for his added hardship,
- they are not in the pages of this memoir, which Ashe started
- writing last June. He had endured greater pressures. "Race has
- always been my biggest burden," he writes. "Having to live as
- a minority in America. Even now it continues to feel like an
- extra weight tied around me."
- </p>
- <p> There's a quiet irony at the center of this book. Although his
- ancestors landed in America hundreds of years ago, Ashe has
- had an immigrant's experience. Like a successful newcomer, he
- can be proud and defensive at the same time. Raised to play
- by the rules, Ashe tends to see people as good or bad sports.
- Discussing the journalists who pressured him to tell the world
- he had AIDS in the spring of 1992, Ashe calls a fault and invokes
- his right to privacy. As a retired athlete, he argues, he should
- no longer have been considered a public figure by the press.
- Somehow his appearances as a TV sports commentator, his seat
- on the boards of corporations, his widely recognized efforts
- as a black role model, and his newspaper column were strictly
- personal. Somehow an internationally known heterosexual with
- AIDS was not news in 1992. Would that it were so. Would that
- the world were a rectangle measuring 27 ft. by 78 ft. with white
- lines, a net and an umpire.
- </p>
- <p> At the outset, Ashe states that his aim is to preserve his reputation.
- "No matter what I do, or where or when I do it, I feel the eyes
- of others on me, judging me," admits the man who may have taken
- his symbolic role as the only top-ranked black in a white sport
- too seriously. There are awkward moments in this book. Countering
- inevitable speculation about the source of HIV infection, he
- feels the need to testify that he has never been unfaithful
- to his wife and has never had a homosexual experience.
- </p>
- <p> Although Arnold Rampersad, biographer of Langston Hughes and
- a Princeton professor of literature, is listed as a co-author
- of the memoir, its style and organization show understandable
- signs of haste. Ashe was anxious to set the record straight.
- He does. What he says about his conservative upbringing in Virginia
- and his days as coach of the U.S. Davis Cup Team add to his
- luster. His views on social values and race relations are unexceptionable,
- his Polonius-like financial advice is firmly based on bad experiences,
- and all things considered, his pick of Jimmy Connors as the
- best men's singles player of the past 25 years is sound. Too
- bad Ashe was not around long enough to question the title of
- his memoir. Days of Grace is rather self-regarding for an autobiographical
- work. Bad Bounce would have been more in keeping with the champion's
- professional approach to living and dying.
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